alone

i miss josh.

he is wild land fire fighting right now in los alamos, nm. i am so proud of the man he is.

but i still miss him.

and lily is in such a place right now. she doesn't want to sleep anymore and i would really love a break. but that isn't why i want him home.

it is times like this that i realize how madly in love with him i still am. even after 5 years of marriage (and dating for 5 years before that).

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and as a side note. i am going to try to blog more often. i know that family and friends would like to know more about our day to day lives. so, this is my attempt to keep everyone up to date.